the B word - again

once again i get this awesome feeling of betrayal.. yeah.. thx a lot!

i guess i finally know where i stand in priorities of your life.

just another wasted year... big disappointment...

thanks, for not understanding, or not bothering to try
thanks, for finally showing your true colors
thanks, for showing how much i'm valued in your life

thanks, for getting me a lecture from my dad
thanks, for remembering me
thanks, for all your time, no matter how little

finally,
thanks for making my miserable results seem like an early christmas

~i just wanna curl up and cry~

~ is this what it means to trust?~

~ u wreck my heart~

~ and yet, i can't blame you~

~ because i'm just unimportant~

~and it never matters how i feel~

~ now i finally know~

i feel isolated and alone.

of masks and betrayal. story of my life. great.

superficial people. fake people living in a fake world.

ps.thanks shaun, for your time and care. you are indeed, a good friend =)